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hindi koh alam kung maniniwala ba akoh or what…ang gulo kasi…sobrang naguguluhan akoh…i received a text message from him…he begged na patawarin koh na xia for breaking up with meh…sa tindi ng galit koh sa kanya…ang dame koh nasabe na hindi maganda…

he’s asking forgiveness…but my doubt akoh…sabi koh sa kanya, ifo-forgive koh lang xia kung sasabihin nia sa akin kung anoh talaga ang dahilan ng pakikipag-break nia…den he told meh, that he’s sick…meron xiang malalang karamdaman…ayaw daw nia koh masaktan kasi he’s dying and hindi na talaga gagaling pah…

but a few days ago…i received a message from a friend…a few hi’s and hello’s…hanggang sa na-open ang topic about me and my ex-bf…sabe koh nga sa kanya…wala na kame…den sinabe qoh rin sa friend koh the reason behind the break-up…

magka-iba ang sagot ng ex qoh…iba ang sinabe nia sa friend qoh sa sinabe nia sa akin…ang sabe nia sa friend koh, nakipagbreak xia sa akin kasi sawa na daw xia sa akin…bakit ganon?…bakit kelangan nia gwin sa akin un…minahal koh xia more than the way i could…ang sama nia…

now…naguguluhan akoh…hindi koh alam kung maniniwala ba akoh…ang gulo kasi…help naman…need koh poh advice nio…’di koh alam kung ano dapat koh maramdaman…gulong-gulo na isipan koh…

y naman kasi may mga taong manloloko at sinungaling…hindi koh poh nilalahat…batu-bato sa langit ang tamaan wag magalit…sory for this…

advice poh plz…

Oh, my FRIEND, YOU are dear to me

YOU are a PICTURE of DREAMS turned to REALITY

Showing how MUTUAL SACRIFICES engender AFFECTION

How LUCKY I am to have FRIEND like YOU!

 

 

Legacy of our FRIENDship is what I TREASURED

I’m always looking forward to the day I’ll spend with YOU

I don’t know how to express my GRATITUDE to YOU

For being always by my side all throughout.

 

 

In EVERYTHING that I pray

I see to it that YOU’re always included

Asking for HIS DIVINE

PROVIDENCE

To guide in all YOUR  undertakings.

 

 

VIRTUES of all the GOOD things that YOU have

Has no COMPARISON to others GOODness

And I wonder how YOU made it through

To SURVIVE in the

SEA

of

LIFE

.

 

 

EXCELLENCE… that’s how I will grade YOU

For me, YOU’re a PERFECT example of a TRUE FRIEND

And if I will be given a CHANCE to choose a FRIEND

I’ll choose NO ONE but YOU.

 

 

REALISTIC ideologies is what YOU always keep in YOUR HEART

And I ADMIRE YOU for that

I just HOPE that SOMEDAY YOU’ll find TRUE HAPPINESS

And learn to experience PATIENCE!

YOU came into my LIFE one SUMMER night

And offered me YOUR HEART, so PURE, so in LOVE

Sing me some SONGS to my DELIGHT

BLUE is my HEART when YOU’re out of sight.

YOU’re always there when I feel BAD

Showered me with SMILES and WORDS of LOVE

Taught me how to make my LIFE so bright

Oh, my dearest, YOU’re all I NEED  in my whole LIFE

TENDER is the NIGHT when I’m with YOU

HEAVEN is where I am if I KISS YOU.

Yes, YOU’re EVERYTHING and EVERYTHING is YOU

So if I am only DREAMING that I have YOU

Then I’d rather be SLEEPING my whole LIFE through.

SACRIFICE I’m willing to suffer

Just to PROVE how much I CARE

All my LOVE, I’m willing to offer

Even impossibilities, I’m willing to dare.

I was HOPELESS ‘til I met YOU

PEACE and HAPPINESS to me YOU blew

YOU colored my LIFE with a bright RAINBOW

And made me LIVE in SOMETHING new.

I PROMISE YOU will never FORGET

‘Coz my LOVE for YOU will be ENDLESS.

I am YOURS and YOU are MINE

HOPE YOU will never CHANGE

Until the END of TIME.

Ikaw ang tulang ‘di ko kayang kathain

Ikaw ang dagat na ‘di ko kayang sisirin

Ikaw ang bundok na ‘di ko kayang akyatin

At ikaw ang ulap na ‘di ko kayang abutin.

Ikaw ang pag-ibig na aking hinahanap

Sa buong buhay ko’y laging pinapangarap

Pag-ibig na sa aki’y tutulong humarap

Sa mga pagsubok na sa aki’y aakap.

Ikaw ang pag-ibig na sa aki’y pumukaw

Pag-ibig na sa aki’y siyang tumatanglaw

Sa puso’t isipa’y siyang silbing ilaw

Na kahit kailan ma’y hindi papanaw.

Ikaw ang siyang gabay nitong aking buhay

Sa aking puso’y nagbibigay kulay

Isang pag-ibig na tangi kong taglay

Tanging maipagmamalaki sa buo kong buhay.

Ikaw ang laman ng puso’t isipan ko

Sa anumang oras, sa lahat ng dako

Bawat minutong lumilipas, sumisidhi damdamin ko

Ikaw lang ang mamahalin ko habang nabubuhay ako.

Ikaw ang una kong pag-ibig na ‘di malilimutan

Sa buong buhay ko’y pakaka-ingatan

Laging itatatak sa puso’t isipan

Mga ala-alang ating pinagsaluhan.

Mahal kita! Sa puso ko’y iingatan ka

Kahit anong mangyari, talagang ikaw lamang

Sa aking puso, ika’y mananahan

Habang buhay ika’y paglilingkuran.

A real FRIEND that’s what I’m searching…After all these years of my wishful SEEKING…At long last I finally found SOMEONE that I can really consider a genuine…YOU’re always asking me whether YOU’re a FRIEND or NOT And therefore I say: “Yes, YOU are the BEST I’ve got”…

Even if YOU refuse to believe my HONEST answer…But still I MEAN it ‘til FOREVER…I wanted to call YOU and say even “HELLO”…It’s been a while since we had WORDS, YOU know I wanted to TALK to YOU because I’m missing it so…But YOU always find a way to go….Haven’t YOU notice the SADNESS in my EYES?…I’m sure YOU don’t and I won’t wonder why…How could YOU ever SEE it when YOU don’t even glance?…YOU try to walk away, didn’t give me a CHANCE….

I feel the emptiness as times comes along…The PAIN of indifference burdens me further on With my FRIENDS…I SMILE but CRY within my SOUL…Let’s be FRIENDS again, is it hard to do?…